I love saturdays with boyfriend.
Loves just spending time with him.
It's going to be my last day in my deployment.
Lord, please please please just let me clear this very nicely.
No more hiccups and please let you-know-who be nice.
Feel like going to KTV but boyfriend not in the mood. SOBS.
Maybe I shouldn't be complaining about him since he is being so nice to cook dinner for me.
HEHS.
Life has been pretty awesome. Can't wait to go on leave in fact.
Hopefully, the situation in Bangkok will have some miracles happening.
Or if not, please let there be a possibility that our air tickets would not be forfeited just like that.
Really need a good break from everything and just travel, shop and eat.
pleasepleaseplease, let it happen :)
dear sweet boyfriend, I love you :)
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Sunday, October 23, 2011
23102011
Just felt like blogging before I crawl into bed to wait for my dear to be done with his things.
Wells, life has become slightly less depressing. Or at least I try to be less depressed.
Almost 8 days to end of deployment.
Am feeling kind of bad that we are putting an end to it.
It really doesn't do good for the relationship with the centre in a way.
and I do feel very guilty about it.
Been having too little time for boyfriend.
Feel quite sad that I am spending such limited quality time with him.
But he has been really sweet and understanding about it.
And especially when I am super grumpy or grouchy,
he has been really tolerant of my moodswings and patient with me.
Am really very touched :)
Still feel really amazed how we actually end up together.
Still feeling amazed how I could have found such a great guy like him :)
At times, I wake up thinking about this and always end up exclaiming to myself,
"limjiaxin, I think God really loves you too much, that's why He gave you such an awesome guy to love you."
hee :)
Alrights. updates of random things next time.
feeling kind of tired le. jiayou limjiaxin.
Wells, life has become slightly less depressing. Or at least I try to be less depressed.
Almost 8 days to end of deployment.
Am feeling kind of bad that we are putting an end to it.
It really doesn't do good for the relationship with the centre in a way.
and I do feel very guilty about it.
Been having too little time for boyfriend.
Feel quite sad that I am spending such limited quality time with him.
But he has been really sweet and understanding about it.
And especially when I am super grumpy or grouchy,
he has been really tolerant of my moodswings and patient with me.
Am really very touched :)
Still feel really amazed how we actually end up together.
Still feeling amazed how I could have found such a great guy like him :)
At times, I wake up thinking about this and always end up exclaiming to myself,
"limjiaxin, I think God really loves you too much, that's why He gave you such an awesome guy to love you."
hee :)
Alrights. updates of random things next time.
feeling kind of tired le. jiayou limjiaxin.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
thank God.
Just feel like blogging before I head off to bed.
I feel happier this week.
I know God has worked miracles in my life to bring about all these.
And I know God has definitely seen me through this.
Praise the Lord.
Thank God for a wonderful boyfriend as well.
My dear boyfriend has been providing me the best support and advices ever,
especially when I have let the super emotional part of me take over entirely.
I just feel so well-loved this week.
By my dear boyfriend, by my bosses.
And most importantly, by God.
Thank you, Lord Jesus :)
`we love, because He loved us first.
I feel happier this week.
I know God has worked miracles in my life to bring about all these.
And I know God has definitely seen me through this.
Praise the Lord.
Thank God for a wonderful boyfriend as well.
My dear boyfriend has been providing me the best support and advices ever,
especially when I have let the super emotional part of me take over entirely.
I just feel so well-loved this week.
By my dear boyfriend, by my bosses.
And most importantly, by God.
Thank you, Lord Jesus :)
`we love, because He loved us first.
Monday, October 03, 2011
很庆幸我有你。
最近，心情都因着工作上的压力变得很紧绷。
心情总是很低落。
有时，在约会时还会时不时都提起工作。
埋怨了，还是埋怨。
诉苦了，再诉苦，
我真的觉得作为我的男朋友的他很可怜。
他得时时刻刻听我的诉苦。他得很有耐心地陪着我。
他得帮我承受我的压力，我的负担。
他还得想千万种方法哄我开心，为的是要我忘记一切的烦恼。
真的辛苦他了。
我实实在在地要感谢上帝让我遇见他。
在我迈入生命新的一章时，我和他重逢了。
是有点机缘巧合的。
从重逢，到触电。
又从触电的那一刻，到喜欢。
从喜欢到爱上。
这一切都发生得很微妙的自然。
我很庆幸我有他。
他话虽然不多，但他的细心已足以表达他想说的。
他总默默的陪着我，好让我知道我不需孤独地面对一切。
他会很温柔并无时无刻地关心着我，让我有被呵护，被在乎的感觉。
真的很庆幸有了他。
也因为有了他，我好幸福哦 :)
ps: I miss you, dear
thank you for meeting up with me at such a last-minute notice.
thank you for making the effort even though you were tired yourself.
thank you for loving me for who I am. thank you for being the awesome bf you are, desmond :)
心情总是很低落。
有时，在约会时还会时不时都提起工作。
埋怨了，还是埋怨。
诉苦了，再诉苦，
我真的觉得作为我的男朋友的他很可怜。
他得时时刻刻听我的诉苦。他得很有耐心地陪着我。
他得帮我承受我的压力，我的负担。
他还得想千万种方法哄我开心，为的是要我忘记一切的烦恼。
真的辛苦他了。
我实实在在地要感谢上帝让我遇见他。
在我迈入生命新的一章时，我和他重逢了。
是有点机缘巧合的。
从重逢，到触电。
又从触电的那一刻，到喜欢。
从喜欢到爱上。
这一切都发生得很微妙的自然。
我很庆幸我有他。
他话虽然不多，但他的细心已足以表达他想说的。
他总默默的陪着我，好让我知道我不需孤独地面对一切。
他会很温柔并无时无刻地关心着我，让我有被呵护，被在乎的感觉。
真的很庆幸有了他。
也因为有了他，我好幸福哦 :)
ps: I miss you, dear
thank you for meeting up with me at such a last-minute notice.
thank you for making the effort even though you were tired yourself.
thank you for loving me for who I am. thank you for being the awesome bf you are, desmond :)
Sunday, October 02, 2011
dating with my boy :)
/ignore the previous unhappy post.
Let me blog about happier things in my life.
Went dating with my boy yesterday.
Felt kind of bad making him wait as I had to end my tuition late for my kid's future's sake.
He was already starving but still had to wait patiently for me.
Thank God for a super understanding boyfriend :)
Had my favourite chocolate eggtart @ KFC again.
Yummielicious ~
Then we headed off to take the LONG- journey bus to Ikea.
Good thing that I wasn't alone, else my motion sickness problem would have felt much worse.
Just love ikea so much.
So many lovely and pretty concepts.
And so many things to buy.
hehs. :p
Went over to Courts to find my cordless phone.
Another awesome place to walk around!
and so many temptations.
But wells, they are still currently WANTS and not NEEDS yet.
So.. shall wait.
*grins*
Dinner @ Thai Express with my boy and the three younger boys.
Quite fun. and really must thank my boy for being so understanding not to kick up a fuss with me for bringing so many lightbulbs along.
The entire time spent with my boy, I just felt so happy and blissful deep down.
And I still think, my date is TOO SHORT and wished that the date didn't have to end.
but wells, hopefully there will be MORE and many MORE to come, I hope :)
我喜欢这种简单的幸福。
喜欢这种能够发自于内心的快乐。
我知道，也很清楚一切的幸福得来不易。
我会好好地珍惜真心爱我的他。
更要好好地守着这段感情。
因为幸福的我，只想紧紧牵着那真心爱我的他，并一路带着满满的幸福一直走下去。:)
Let me blog about happier things in my life.
Went dating with my boy yesterday.
Felt kind of bad making him wait as I had to end my tuition late for my kid's future's sake.
He was already starving but still had to wait patiently for me.
Thank God for a super understanding boyfriend :)
Had my favourite chocolate eggtart @ KFC again.
Yummielicious ~
Then we headed off to take the LONG- journey bus to Ikea.
Good thing that I wasn't alone, else my motion sickness problem would have felt much worse.
Just love ikea so much.
So many lovely and pretty concepts.
And so many things to buy.
hehs. :p
Went over to Courts to find my cordless phone.
Another awesome place to walk around!
and so many temptations.
But wells, they are still currently WANTS and not NEEDS yet.
So.. shall wait.
*grins*
Dinner @ Thai Express with my boy and the three younger boys.
Quite fun. and really must thank my boy for being so understanding not to kick up a fuss with me for bringing so many lightbulbs along.
The entire time spent with my boy, I just felt so happy and blissful deep down.
And I still think, my date is TOO SHORT and wished that the date didn't have to end.
but wells, hopefully there will be MORE and many MORE to come, I hope :)
我喜欢这种简单的幸福。
喜欢这种能够发自于内心的快乐。
我知道，也很清楚一切的幸福得来不易。
我会好好地珍惜真心爱我的他。
更要好好地守着这段感情。
因为幸福的我，只想紧紧牵着那真心爱我的他，并一路带着满满的幸福一直走下去。:)
why oh why.
WHY OH WHY.
I opened my work email and there it is.
The ultra bad news just sitting there and staring me in the face.
I just can't stop sighing ever since.
It is no fun. No good shit.
Lord, please send someone good along as SOON as possible.
Unless it's really Your will that I go back to teach full-time.
If not, Lord, I really love my job but I just can't handle the two workplaces-stresses and confusion.
I can totally imagine the horrible things I am going to hear tomorrow.
Like tomorrow was going to be a good day in the first place.
argh.
sigh.
WHY LIKE THAT!
I seriously need to go sing k to relieve stress already.
and yes, I have got to pray even harder from now.
I opened my work email and there it is.
The ultra bad news just sitting there and staring me in the face.
I just can't stop sighing ever since.
It is no fun. No good shit.
Lord, please send someone good along as SOON as possible.
Unless it's really Your will that I go back to teach full-time.
If not, Lord, I really love my job but I just can't handle the two workplaces-stresses and confusion.
I can totally imagine the horrible things I am going to hear tomorrow.
Like tomorrow was going to be a good day in the first place.
argh.
sigh.
WHY LIKE THAT!
I seriously need to go sing k to relieve stress already.
and yes, I have got to pray even harder from now.
Saturday, October 01, 2011
01102011
Yay. A Brand New Month.
September was really very scary for me.
All the work has managed to wear me out quite fully.
Wished that I could say wake me up when September ends; but I don't know what lies ahead of me.
So all I can do is to pray that everything runs more smoothly now.
Yesterday was first time taking leave and best of all I get to match it with Boyfriend's.
but wells, yesterday was quite a day due to work.
Felt kind of bad that I was spending time on the phone and computer for work and half the rest of the time being stressed up.
But thank God for a super understanding boyfriend who just stands by me and supports me no matter what. He didn't even grumble abit.
Sigh. I am such a horrible gf! :(
today managed to sleep in due to tuition starting late.
So looking forward to meeting up with dear later :D
I am so used to typing "Regards, Jia xin" at the end of my email that I almost did so for this blog entry.
o.o"
Can't wait for BKK trip. like totally.
I need more holidays! like seriously! :(
September was really very scary for me.
All the work has managed to wear me out quite fully.
Wished that I could say wake me up when September ends; but I don't know what lies ahead of me.
So all I can do is to pray that everything runs more smoothly now.
Yesterday was first time taking leave and best of all I get to match it with Boyfriend's.
but wells, yesterday was quite a day due to work.
Felt kind of bad that I was spending time on the phone and computer for work and half the rest of the time being stressed up.
But thank God for a super understanding boyfriend who just stands by me and supports me no matter what. He didn't even grumble abit.
Sigh. I am such a horrible gf! :(
today managed to sleep in due to tuition starting late.
So looking forward to meeting up with dear later :D
I am so used to typing "Regards, Jia xin" at the end of my email that I almost did so for this blog entry.
o.o"
Can't wait for BKK trip. like totally.
I need more holidays! like seriously! :(
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